關於まだまだ演技派的幸福分裂生活

开窍只需要一秒.

 wild world
Now that i've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, i'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
Cat Stevens
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl
You know i've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because i never wanna see you a sad, girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
Chorus
Baby, i love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
Chorus

                                                                         ---- Aerosmith

我听过很多版本

懒得分清楚哪个是翻唱哪个是原唱

Aerosmith的大叔版.

真抖...抖啊...

有时我真的很做斗士.

斗士的幸福也许只在几秒间.

谁知道.

谁关心.

暗房的故事

我相信了4年

有时候我知道你没有说真话

不过我无所谓

随便你啦

现在我可以不相信你了

还有你

折腾来折腾去的生活

你还是你的无忧无虑

我还是我的懒洋洋 

from  BBC

For parents of quake victims, grief turns to anger
　　
　　
WUFU, China (Reuters) - Nearly every building in the tiny rural town of Wufu withstood the earthquake that shook China on Monday -- except the New Number Two Primary School which collapsed, killing some 300 children.
　　 Now grieving parents, many of whom dug through rubble with their hands in a frantic effort to save their children, are venting their anger at local officials who they claim knew the building was substandard.
　　 Jumbled mounds of concrete and brick are all that remain of the three-storey schoolhouse that caved in just moments before afternoon classes were to begin. Notebooks, backpacks, clothes and a tin lunch box litter the picked-over rubble.
　　 The scene is repeated in towns and cities across the quake-damaged section of Sichuan, where more than 50,000 people may have died, including hundreds of students crushed when their schools collapsed.
　　 The Ministry of Housing and Urban-Rural Development has ordered local authorities to investigate.
　　 Bi Kaiwei's 13-year-old daughter, Yuexing, was in her second-storey sixth-grade classroom when the walls and ceiling crashed down in the quake.
　　 "Our child wasn't killed by the earthquake. She and the others were killed by a derelict building," he said. "The officials knew it was unsafe.
　　 "Look at that one there," Bi said, pointing diagonally across from where the school used to stand to a yellowish corner building spared of damaged. "We live there. It was built in 1982. It's still standing."
　　 Premier Wen Jiabao earlier this week stood symbolically on the rubble of another collapsed school in Sichuan and told students trapped below that they would be saved.
　　 But that was little consolation in Wufu, where residents say the local government hasn't even announced the number of children killed in the school.
　　 The loss of so many children is particularly poignant in China, where the government's family planning policies, aimed at curbing population growth, mean that most have only one child.

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日本是最先主动要求参与救援的.不过一直搁置.当然有各种理由.

也许是地震感同身受

也许像某人说的另有目的

不过其实我没有吃惊.这个国家从来都是让人惊讶的主.

CNN突然的正面报道,先不管是什么目的.但其利益着重点并不在亚洲.

BBC一如既往.发掘新闻的视角,非常与众不同(如上).不同国情他们实在难以理解我们的不得已.

最后某个国家.因为"有幸"学习其语言,读了一下新闻评论.全篇幸灾乐祸.

言语之污秽..情绪之激昂..思维之搞笑..读者之无语..

不过他们的这种反应我一点都不吃惊.

其实不是什么对比之类愚蠢的想法,只是这些反应证明了我的猜测.(显然我很无聊,没事就知道拔这些东西)

结论是,有些很达尔文,有些很不达尔文.

我可是个达尔文的追随者

一个灵魂纯洁的人儿

我有点想依靠着你了 

好吧,连我都看不起自己了

我的生活居然被两个贱人搞得乱七八糟

hey,你也变得和我一样软弱了??

我多想说,Hi,贱人一对,麻烦你们一起赴死好吗??

我猜我会变成恶人

那些不清楚真相的人们

原谅我的粗暴

可是,,,

Hi,贱人一对,可不可以麻烦你们当着我的面去死啊??

我会很感激的!!!!!!! 

我找到一盒意志

我在窗边,以为有湖水

我们交换意志

弱酸吓死了你

哎呀,我还没有发觉我的软弱

你呼唤我的工作狂本质

我扔两个白眼球

........

你需要帮助

..

我知道

我从一般庸变作非常庸

...

所以工作狂的本质

融化在泡菜汤里

比脸还大的碗里,躺着我可怜的意志

啊哈

还不是靠药物活着

现在你是我的药物

刺激我

让我看清我到底有多平庸

..

假如我可以从泡菜汤里捞出意志的尸体

我准备找借口

我准备重生

我准备自言自语

我准备胡言乱语

所以我们开的玩笑是关于我的愚蠢的

其实我现在眼神放空,灵魂放空

..

求求你了,借点意志给我

我正在往东堕落.....

泡菜钻进我脑子

看我,已经神志不清